Lonely

I really, really dislike being alone. Although often times I come across as very rash to people, I really can't stand to be left alone. Although I don't like getting into deep relationships with people and spending over a few hours together with most, when I'm home alone, I start to go crazy. This past week, I've been preparing my take home final exams - an essay on gender discrimination in academia, a lab report about the last few experiments we had in Molecular Biology, and a comparison essay for Cancer Biology. Tomorrow I have my last final in Molecular, so I'll finally be able to go do things! Friday's my only day off this summer since I start work on Monday ..

Anyways. I think it's definitely a revelation of God's design in us that I can't bear to be alone. He created us as social beings so that we could bounce off good ideas from each other and feel his presence among us when we're together. Since we haven't had youth group at EVC for a while, I'm feeling a bit of withdrawal, I guess. Speaking of EVC .. Justin may be moving here for the summer so that he can be closer to work. I'm really hoping he does, because then he can go to church with us and listen to the messages Pastor Tim gives us!